Wednesday, November 24, 2010

How to Export from Noteflight into Garageband

I hate Macs. They're too difficult for me to use. These are my instructions on how export a noteflight score into garageband... because I guarantee I'll forget again if I don't write this. 


1. Open your noteflight score. 
2. Open a new score in Garageband
3. Click on Export in noteflight.... make sure it's as a midi file
4. Option should be set as "For musical performance" 
5. Save it into your documents on the devil computer you're using. 
6. Go back into garage band and open up the finder.
7. Drag the midi into garageband


TA DAAAA
These instructions weren't very good.... but I'm too distracted by Dan looking up pictures of fluffy bunnies to care. 

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Ugh...

I'm tired of feeling like a monster. I always feel like my actions or words are hurting someone else, especially the people I care about most. I always hurt them without the intention to. I don't mean to be a horrible person. I tend to be an impulsive person (not a good thing sometimes) which is the problem. I do things because I WANT to; because I know they'll make me happy. And then I realize the effect after. The people I've hurt. I wish I was a turtle. Turtles have shells they can crawl into to protect themselves. If I were a turtle.... I think I'd crawl into my shell to protect me from doing stupid things and from seeing the people I love hurt.

I don't hate myself, I just wish I were a better person.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

No.

Lately I've been feeling pretty down. You know what they say: Misery loves company. Yeah well apparently it chose me to keep it from being lonely. I don't want to be miserable. I don't want to feel like I'm the problem. Not everything is always my fault. I miss you.